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broken

well the unimagined and the real world seemed to have turned me upside within only 2 days.
my planned holiday in the trash....
the man.... no longer "the man" choosing the one method to end it that I simply could not understand..... zero communication..... so am wrecked over that.
Gollum can now fetch better than Sara, and does it when he senses I need distracting, after a violently destructive week I am in a weekend that I have never felt more alone, needed to be alone, but wanted just one person to speak up and he never did.
Tired due to lack of sleep, heartbroken, brain fried and now trying to work out what next.
Plan so far:
finally take advantage of the free gym in the neighbourhood, swim, learn japanese, get more uni work done, find new love or at least have fun looking and start planning a getaway for next year... to Japan.. I figure 10 minutes in tokyo should overwhelm me and then I will go see the rest and get lost in my own translation and hopefully find another aspect of me :)

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(Anonymous)
Jan. 9th, 2010 04:17 pm (UTC)
Hi Baby
You are alone no longer. -Sam
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